Dear Artists and friends,

I really feel the need to apologize. I feel very bad and guilty for not being able to keep up with everyone's deviation. I've been constantly disappearing lately, and reappearing only when I have something to submit, which again I repeat, makes me feel very selfish.
I never clicked the [x] on your deviation thumbnail, not until I've opened it, seen it, and commented if I liked it. and yes, I do realize my comments are often "Nice/I love it/ It's beautiful" and may seem quite useless, but that's as far as I feel comfortable when giving an opinion on a photograph or any piece of art, as I am and always will be a student of art, therefore I'll always be waiting to receive, and who knows, maybe one day I'll be good enough to give true constructive criticism. But don't get me wrong, I love and appreciate all the comments you make on my artwork.
back to the reason why I'm writing this journal, again, I keep logging on with the intention of thanking everyone who's faved my work, commenting on deviations, reading journals, etc.. But I get overwhelmed, and as usual, when faced with overwhelming situations , I escape, and things build up.
I also may have to blame my disappearance on my emotional state. I haven't been feeling that well, and I realized that as horrible as it is to be lonely, I'd rather isolate myself than mix with others. I feel like a 13yr old writing this, but I have completely given up in understanding people, my life and the course of events in it.

I miss you all very much,
and as promised, I won't click on that x not until I've viewed each one of your works of art.

Your dA friend,
Dania